welcome to www.reminiscense-of-life.blogspot.com! i am Fariani! Ppl call me Farfar or Farr for short. well, i'm living a fun-filled small little world with a sweet loving family. Together sharing my happines with beloved BFFLs Mia,Nutt,Aisyah,Nifa and Yayat! And not forgetting darling close babes and dudes, Linda, Ifah, Hamka, Khai! Living a world being short is fun! Loving spending every minute living with laughters from everyone! Life is too short to be miserable, so Live with it! And oh my! i'm turning 18 this september! GOSH! 18 is such nt a good number to me. but, just watch out! here i come BEEP BEEP! with my cute lil car! SOON!! =)) (more?:D) |
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Life is a bitch. Just live with it!
Saturday, December 26, 2009, 20:38
Hello again! I so hate my life now. Everything is just so complicated. Am I making my own life complicated? I don’t think so. Well, I thought hard about being in love. But, didn’t expect this to happen. I mean you’re not officially single and you’re going out with me? WTH?? Look, my heart is not a play toy. Stop doing whatever you’re doing! She told me she doesn’t even know your relationship status. WTF! And here you’re trying to be in a relationship with me. Haiz. Do I look like a dumbass?? I can’t stop thinking about her. I feel sorry for her. She can’t meet u, can’t contact u. and here, you are working, in Singapore but there’s no need for you to get another one. She’s there waiting for you. Hoping for you, waiting for a call from u, at least. Well, I’m sorry if I spoilt anything. Tonight, I’m going to talk about this. You better confess everything. You promised me not to hide anything. And what the hell is this??!!! Haiz. I’ve had enough shit from you! Let’s cut about this freak. Change subject now!! So, today was not bad. I kinda love the weather. But hate it too. Well, firstly, I woke up with a phone call from Yan. Hmm. I don’t know the purpose. But ya, he kinda started my day well. After the tears I shed from last night. And ya, thx ifah for being there last night, really appreciate it. Well, let’s talk about yesterday! I mean the webcam session I had with ifah. Super random! Haha! Purpose is to show the rantai I got from Peybu. Then, it dragged on and on. Till one time, I was explaining to my adek2 about peybu and all. Ifah was laughing at the other side. Haha. I was embarrassed a min there. Haha! *face turning red hot* so ya, ifah witnessed every of my expressions. And she just said, be strong girl. Crying doesn’t mean a loss in a battle. But just letting out everything. And ya, I felt better. I mean, u know me. I don’t breakdown and not get back up instantly. =)) So, today silat training was AWESOME! It’s like not a training. We trained just to prepare for tomorrow. Well, we had to fight with each other or even other people. I’m so excited and nervous! Haha! I’m small ok, so can feel this way. =PP and ya, I melatah every single time somebody attacks me and started jumping around. Haha! How to fight if like that? Then, well, decided to meet ifah after her work. Met up at marsiling stn platform and headed to civic centre’s starbucks. Well, favourite hang out place for the babes. =)) it’s like the best place to chill. Got air-con, but not too cold, quiet and ya, comfortable! =)) I got my choc chip cream and she got her java chip. The normal drinks. =)) and we talk la. I almost broke down into tears. But never will I shed anymore tears for this kinda person. =)) so, after the drink, we headed to causeway point and just window shopped. Haha. And how I wish linda was there. We just got to metro and only god knows how many comments we’ve given on just shoes. Gosh! So makcik2 lah! =PP So we did drop by Watson coz I wanted to look at the make up set, mine is finishing! =PP and ifah wanted to look for nail polish remover. And we commented on the hair dyes ( abt 15 mins I think) then to the shampoo section where the hair creams are at and all. (abt 25 mins I think) so long seyy at Watson, just commenting on the products. Haha! Then when we came out of the shop. Someone confession session with me….!! I was laughing my ass off la seyy! It’s like WOW!!! Haha!!! Then ya, went on window shopping and headed home at around 7+. Now I’m just slacking at home. Boring! Everybody went out seyy…!!! Hmph. So ya, I’m loving the plurks today. Everybody seem to be plurking and ya, the nonsense stuff we plurk about. Really very random. Frm weather to sec life. Haha!!! And sorry BFFLs for not making tmw’s outing a reality. =(( I promise we’ll go out soon. PROMISE!!! And I miss you guys! =(( “Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being “in love” which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident..” -St. Augustine Kinda got this from ifah’s blog. And I agree so much to it! =)) So that’s all for now. MISS ME!! =)) |
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