What you got Boy is hard to find
I think about it all the time
I;m all strung out, my heart is fried
I just can't get You off my mind
 welcome to www.reminiscense-of-life.blogspot.com! i am Fariani! Ppl call me Farfar or Farr for short. well, i'm living a fun-filled small little world with a sweet loving family. Together sharing my happines with beloved BFFLs Mia,Nutt,Aisyah,Nifa and Yayat! And not forgetting darling close babes and dudes, Linda, Ifah, Hamka, Khai! Living a world being short is fun! Loving spending every minute living with laughters from everyone! Life is too short to be miserable, so Live with it! And oh my! i'm turning 18 this september! GOSH! 18 is such nt a good number to me. but, just watch out! here i come BEEP BEEP! with my cute lil car! SOON!! =)) (more?:D) |
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Friday, July 31, 2009, 23:50
 This post is just for u syg... i know u really cherish me... i know u're doing all this for me... thank you for everything... though u dun turn out the same as the man of my dreams, i still love u de way u are... i'll try my best to impress u as far as i can... pls smile more for me... dun always get mad at me... sedih tau kite... i hope u're reading this and know how i'm feeling for u... yes u've hurt me so badly before, but my love for you had nvr change... but turn out to be stronger... well, lastly, remember this, u're not the guy. u're not that guy. u're no ordinary guy. u're not any guy. u're MY GUY! love u baby! muackz!!!!!!!!! , 22:31
Hey peeps...! gosh... am i happy that baby's book out... waited for like centuries... finally got to meet... but i'm just so sad, everytime he books out, always got conflict... i'm sick and tired of this, must this always happen? i'm so sorry the fact that i make u think of me, worry for me and so on so forth... i'm so sorry to always hurt u... i'm sorry to always spoil ur day... i'm so sorry for not living up to ur expectations... i'm sorry for like "kill" your happy moments... sorry for not always putting a smile on ur face... sorry for always making u mad... sorry for embarrasing u in public... sorry for embarrasing u in front of ur friends... whatever i do is always wrong... i have never ever succeed in anything in my life... not even to make u impressed... i'm so sorry baby! i just don't seem to have the mindset... when i think that this will cheer u up, it doesn't seem to... well, yes... i can open up to u... but i don't know dear... it doesn't seems that u understand me... i know u're trying to help me... i know ur so in love with me... i appreciate that, but well i think i'm just not good enough for u... i just hope u know the fact that i've been crying all this while... i didn't wanna let u know... i'm not trying to be ego... i just don't feel like i'm good enough for u... everytime i see some people which u knew/like/admire before... i just feel so useless... i dnnoe why... i know it's kinda childish... but, i dnnoe! it seems like they're way better than me... nurul fariani is nothing... nurul fariani=heartbreaker... i love u baby! pls dun stop loving me......... n i'm truly sorry... , 15:39
Hey peeps! blogging again... well... firstly coz someone stayed over and we slept super late last night... it can't be help.. if someone were at ur house, u would do the same rite?? kk, so, we were updating our blogs all night long... hers was so leceh lah! neh neh pok! den play left 4 dead... OMG! i've got the game lah in my lappy! gosh! but lagging.. IRRITATING sey! neh neh game! haha... but gerek + seram... i mean like part witch je we lyk lower de volume til cnnt hear... haha! klakar lah kite... den go toilet same2 coz scared... den rite... got one time, got someone press the doorbell... trkejut sey kite... my room light was on.. then we were like "sape sey?? ish.. nenek jual keropok!"*faces were like cramped* then i opened the door, skali my brother... i was like "LECEH!" haha... then got back to blogging... i finished mine but this gundu neh neh one so long sey! haha... den while waiting i play wrestling at her Wii... she brought it along ok!! best kn?? den finallygundu finish her updating blog... den like we play Left 4 dead again... then gundu wnna sleep... i wait for her then she sleep first.. not fair rite!! haha! jkjkjk... that was lyk 4am in the morning... then today... i set alarm like 6am... but nobody woke up... lucky set another alarm at 7.30am... and my mama was like, "nurul! bangun! *that someone*, bangun!" but nobody moved.. hah! then she left a note at the door talking about our breakfast... she spell gundu's name with 'h' behind.. so cacat lah! haha.. den we ate breakfast... i make for her tea... *sweet kn??!* then go lepak2 at hall, coz like no one home... den mama come home... she bought new hp sey!!! sumsung model... gosh! so jealous lah! ok stop! hope i get it lah! k so now i'm with mia! after the whole day with that someone... at library just plurking and stuff... haha den like terserempak with farah lah just now! best kn... how sharp cn my eyes be? gosh! haha! now officially with farah n mia n myself... =]] meeting baby soon! gosh! tk sabar! he's text-ing me already lah! ish! so i gtg... wnna meet baby lah sey! haha... blog again soon! Love y'all! live your life to the fullest people! =D , 02:06
Hey peeps.. well, decided to blog again... so today was tiring but not tiring. get it? ok lol... oh ya, ifah's got fever with a wk mc.. gosh.. get well soon dear... left with me, linda and hamka... MS lecture and tutorial were cancelled... so, we finished school earlier at 3pm. quite boring ifah tkde. coz like mostly we make fun of ifah.. haha. sorry kak! ya... lessons went as per normal.. n oh ya ppl! Moon, yue liang, said i look cantik! and ya, he said linda kalah sikit... haha! sabar linda! kk... so we went to accompany jia jun (woooooooo, *doing de sound*) get form for vietnam trip.. and got to know that most probably we're going to vietnam! GOSH! excited sey! me, ifah, linda, masturah, ramdan, hamka and sape2 yg aku miss out... i can't wait lah sey!!! haha... so ya, now someone's beside me... can't mention who... but she's sleepover-ing at my house! best kn??!! haha... we're like jumping around... laughing... gossiping... and u know the things we girls do... den just now, we wanna go toilet, skali got dead gigantic spider sey!! OMG! terpekik si kakak2. haha! well... now we're just hanging around in my "temporary room"... =] i'm so addicted to plurking lah ppl! GOSH! ok that's all for tonight.. i gtg.. wnna sleep2.. with dear mysterious stranger that only i know who... =]] take care! Tuesday, July 28, 2009, 20:55
Hey peeps... feel like blogging again... i went thru alot today... well, firstly i'd like to say, no use having a blog if i cant speak up on my feelings... this is my property, it's mine to decide how to use it for and what i wanna say... sorry if it "hurt" anyone's feelings... coz at the first place i was super hurt... only yayat noe how hurt i was that night... nvm.. stop it farr... well, today is such a day... firstly, me, linda, ifah n ramdan spent our break at linda's crib... we got cup noodles for ourselves... haha... super hot sey today.. den linda blanje us cab trip to her house(actually quite near sey her house)... mentel rite we all..? well, then watch videos and sleep awhile... den it was 3.43pm... our next tutorial was supposed to be at 4pm... then evrybody was like, "aku malas lah nk gi CEP...!" then we drag2, untill reach school at 4+... haha.. for two wks we late for CEP... like OMG sey... My fav subject sey!!!!! then in class all eyes half shut sey... but then i so hyper sey dnnoe why la... mybe too much sugar! den i keep on singing "my lips like sugar..." untill jiamin turn n commented on it..haha! but then most funny part was... when linda call mr ng waih, "teachi" wth! haha.. funny rite! we all laugh sey! den i touch ifah(thinking it was her shoulder) skali i touch her toot!!!WTH! den laugh untill i cry sia! n u noe how terok if i laugh till i cry... ^_^ we laugh(but for me is cry) untill "our teachi" cnnot stand it and end de class... thank us ok ppl! den i met yayat go home together... den we lyk cacat.. coz lyk we were standing in the middle of another pair of frenz... den we have to talk across... den at yishun we got to shift in... den as usual our mouth gossip... den got this lady's umbrella pointing at us... n yayat said "pompan ni nk bunuh org" guess wat, she shifted it..! OMG! she understand wateve we were talking sey frm the start! ang mostly was abt her i guess... GOSH! den suddenly she ask me i frm NYP? and wat course n all... me n yayat was like, OMG! u're so random! n guess wat she said! she said i have a sweet smile!! i was blushing already sey! i mean like ppl heard that... it was loud n clear! GOSH! haha.... yayat was like hahahahahahah! action eh farr... i was like, diam la yat! den we reach causeway point... yayat need to print his poster... den we bumped into mrs goh!!!! yay!! i miss her sey! she's like always lah so the naggy! ahaha... then she said i prettier now! haha! den yayat also agree sey!! woohoo!!! haha...see.. how sweet is he....?? =P so den we rushed into cotton on! yes cotton on in causeway point... unbelievable rite!!!! I dnnoe la, i just cnnt believe... den go print de movie poster... den got bubble tea coz yayat want... i got passion fruit milkshake n yayat got green apple red tea... mentel rite yayat! da green nk red.... MENTEL! haha... den head home, i walk him home den took bus home... how sweet am i??? haha... well, i guess thats all... hope me n her will go smooth soon... i'm still hurt enough and she's adding more hurts by all her words... i dnnoe why is it so difficult for u to admit ur mistake and apologise... it has been like this... put down ur ego la... im not blaming u for evrything... i have my mistakes but u have to admit urs too! hope to get smooth with u soon... still love u... well, gtg... need to do slides for tmw's presentation.... so last min sey! haiyo... kk... take care ppl! =]] Did i do anything wrong to you?
Monday, July 27, 2009, 16:41
Hey peeps... I just feel like blogging coz i'm so down right now... i don't know whether it's me or u... But I'm just so hurt when you did that to me... i undestand the fact that you're super excited about winning the competition... and i understand the fact she has been ur best friend longer than me... and i understand the fact that u know her longer than u know me... but i just feel like it's not fair of u to do whatever u did that day... it broke my heart into a million pieces... the moment u didn't hugged, smiled, shake my hands, approach me, say bye to me, say thanks to me... i just can't stand looking at ur face... it's just too hurtful... but baby helped me thru the night... i was crying non stop that night... u didn't know it... i don't mind u enjoying urself... i mean i'm just labelled as a best friend not more... but i was sick but i didn't wan to let my best friends who are performing for the competition be disappointed... i came down... but i guess it means nothing to u... i guess her 3-years-best-friend's presence means something not me... i understand... i dun wnna hurt u... today is ur special day... i dun want to hurt u today... i tried to help u in every way that i can... but i'll keep on doing what i always do... if u're reading my blog, no worries... i'm ok... last long with ur baby... for the rest of my best friends, if u're reading this post, i'm sorry about my attitude towards u girls... i didn't mean it... i just haave been facing alot that day... got sick and so on so forth... love my BFFLs soooo much! never will i take advantage of any of u, not in my entire life... NEVER DID OR WILL I TAKE FRIENDS FOR GRANTED... I MISS U GUYS! HOPE TO MEET UP SOON! pics
Wednesday, July 22, 2009, 11:44
              Yours Truly... Crazy Models
, 11:44
Hey.. sorry for blogging late.. but i just wnna put in this crazy pics... The hot crazy babes were bored... and we decided to photoshoot at my place.. it looks like a real studio right?? =] so, presenting... nifa, mia and me!! haha... Pics will come in a jiffy... Yours Truly... Why must baby go?
Monday, July 20, 2009, 12:33
Hey peeps! well, now i'm super bored in school. Just hanging around with dearest ifah, linda and hamka.. It's only one day since baby booked in again. Missing him so dearly.. why must he go?? Gosh! but, i'm still tracking down the number of days left.. Which is 2.5 months... Can't wait for him to be free again, everyday... JUST FOR ME... :) ok stop it about baby.. now about frenz. missing all of u.. BFFL ROTTEN 6th EXCO 4 Integrity Kuningan Dayah And so on... Hope to see dayah soon.. too many meet ups being cancelled.. when i'm at yishun, she's at woodlands. haiyo.. not meant to meet up is it? :( but pls note, I MISS YOU! For BFFL, missing each and every one of your nonsense. Aisyah: *TAK LAH!* Nutt: *Nyak!* Mia: *Neh neh pok!* Yayat: *Far!* Nifa:*Katek!* I miss how u say those words... well, that's all for now... gotta go fo class now.. IPC tutorial.. :-S Yours Truly... Sunday, July 5, 2009, 16:04
Hello world!! i'm feeling so happy + sad + angry + upset.. all the mixed up feelings that u cn tink of lah. i'm missing all my babes and dudes... i dun wnna grow up. cn i just go bck to my previous way of life? i miss the spotlight. ever since in poly, i've got no tym for frenz, practices... now i'm seriously missing my spot light..!! GOSH! For my darling dayah... relax k babe? some people has got such a huge ego that i really hate sooo much!!!!!!!! see, i'm personally posting this part blue just for u. so cheer up k? there's always someone here for u. for that "jerk" (sorry to call him jerk, im just too angry) how cud u do such a thing.. can u just forgive and forget!! Gosh. some people are just so DEGIL! ok so dayah hunny, chill k? we enjoy life not suffer... aites... nobody will make u suffer no matter how bad de condition is... For everybody out there whom i really love... especially my baby, family and my BFFL, dun let anyone bring u down k? i'm always here if u need me... and i'm always missing all of u!!!!!! hope to see and talk to u soon!!! **eh baru punye...see u soon: SYS talk to u soon: TTYS haha... ok stop. sorry2.. now, gtg study!!! tmw got common tests n GOSH! i havent study.. wish me luck peeps!! missing all of you!! muackz!! Yours Truly... Thursday, July 2, 2009, 12:49
Hey BABY! I personally wnna post this blue coz my baby loves blue!! well, jz wnna say... HAPPY 8TH MONTH BABY! ^_^ Yours Truly... , 12:40
 We're meant to be... SWEET SMILES!! =]HEY peeps!! sorry for going missing for a long time... well.. today decided to post coz its me n my baby's 8th mnth tgether!! GOSH! time flies so fast! damn! but i'm quite upset. coz like we can't go out tday.. n next wk he's going NS..!! STUPID LAH! =[ well, now he's sleeping.. tdo k syg? ^^ well, that's all for now.. got tonnes of assignments!! THEY'RE SERIOUSLY KILLING ME!! =S Yours Truly... |
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