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What you got Boy is hard to find
I think about it all the time
I;m all strung out, my heart is fried
I just can't get You off my mind
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i am Fariani!
Ppl call me Farfar or Farr for short.
well, i'm living a fun-filled small little world with a sweet loving family.
Together sharing my happines with beloved BFFLs Mia,Nutt,Aisyah,Nifa and Yayat! And not forgetting darling close babes and dudes, Linda, Ifah, Hamka, Khai!
Living a world being short is fun!
Loving spending every minute living with laughters from everyone!
Life is too short to be miserable, so Live with it!
And oh my! i'm turning 18 this september! GOSH! 18 is such nt a good number to me.
but, just watch out! here i come BEEP BEEP! with my cute lil car! SOON!! =))
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Why?
Monday, September 28, 2009, 04:29



I have been thinking lately...

This big question mark in my head, everytime it happens, i'm always there.

Why ppl forget ppl?

Why do friends forget friends?

Why do friends help friends if they're going to be forgotten?

I keep asking myself.

I don't expect anything from friends.

Just that, don't forget what i did for you.

If it's not for me, you won't meet people that you wanna meet.

I really want this to end...!

I hate all of this. I've seen it so many times.

Perhaps it's a small thing to you. But sorry, not to me.

If it were to be someone else i'm certain that he/she will feel the same way.

Lucky for me, I still have my dear BFFLs.

Thanks alot for everything dear friends who forget friends.

I'm waiting to get an answer from you.







I hate my life now! it's like everywhere around me that i turn my head to, there will always be a fight.

Be it at home/outside/on the phone...

With baby/mummy/daddy...

Between mummy and others/between others and others...

Just stop fighting pls!

Stop shouting around! Stop swearing people!

Stop blaming people!



baby's POP coming. He's damn excited, but I'm always ruining his happiness.

So far, in this 2 nights, guess got into arguments every single time we talked on the phone.

Which is like 4 times?

I'm sorry baby. But i guess this is me. Always ruining people's lives.

I wonder how we survive this relationship.

You made so many sacrifices. You gave in so many times. You never stop advising me.

You don't get sick and tired of me. You continue to love me no matter what.

I'm so lucky to have you in my life, to be showered with love by you.

thanks baby!



At home, all I can hear/feel are swearings, shouts, anger...

When can all of this stop?

so old, so religious but what's with the swearing bad things of your own family.

The family, the people who take care of everything you need to survive.

We gave you a personal room for prayers and for you to do things without any disturbances.

Yet you treat us like shit. Like as though we let you eat shit everyday.

All we want from you is just some prayers for us to live longer or to open up our door of wealth.

But instead, u swear us to die. For our business to be ruined, for us to get sick and whatever you can think of!

OMG! I just feel like screaming out loud asking u to shut up.




WHY are you treating us this way?

WHY are you trying to turn against us?

WHY do you think we hate you?






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